love is the movement
“I believe that the very purpose of life is to be happy. From the very core of our being, we desire contentment. In my own limited experience I have found that the more we care for the happiness of others, the greater is our own sense of well-being. Cultivating a close, warmhearted feeling for others automatically puts the mind at ease. It helps remove whatever fears or insecurities we may have and gives us the strength to cope with any obstacles we encounter. It is the principal source of success in life. Since we are not solely material creatures, it is a mistake to place all our hopes for happiness on external development alone. The key is to develop inner peace.”
It’s twelve o’ clock and I need your attention
It’s like the alcohol making my head spin
Send me the one the room is a bottle
Keeping me hopeless ‘til I wake tomorrow
And if tonight ever makes a difference
The way that I feel the way that I’ll remember it
I’ll take this down until the glass remains
Swallow the words that I was meant to say
It’s a long drive back to Vegas skies
So I don’t, I make one more wrong turn tonight so
Say goodnight our first goodbye
I’ve only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We’ll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right
All of these guards they stand tall and defensive
Putting up walls around what was once innocent
It won’t let me in but I’m stronger than that
Cuz you stole my eyes and I’ll never look back
Girl last night I forgot to mention
The way that I feel the way that I’ll remember this
When we’re this young we have nothing to lose
We just the clock to beat and a hand to choose
It’s a long drive back to Vegas skies
So I don’t, I make one more wrong turn tonight so
Say goodnight our first goodbye
I’ve only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We’ll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right
It’s a long way down
Just fall into place and you’ll fall into me
We’ll make it out you’ll see
So say goodnight our first goodbye
I’ve only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We’ll stop the clock together
And say goodnight our first goodbye
I’ve only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We’ll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right
i really just wanted someone to love me…someone to care about me. thats all i wanted. i thought i finally found him. the one who i cant wait to kiss again even though i kissed him 30 seconds ago. the person who i can cuddle with for hours and not say one word. we had it all. we had it so good together. i treated you like i treated no other boyfriend. and you just want to throw it all away because you cant commit? because your too immature to handle a relationship? its not like we were going to get married. we were together for 2 months…although, it was the happiest two months of my life. i just wish you could see what we had through my eyes. even your own sister and family is upset with you. they said i was the perfect girlfriend for you. my family adored you and excepted you with open arms…and you still want to have “mixed feelings”? i cant understand you. everything was fine..this came out of the blue. it hurts, it sucks, and its the worst feeling ive felt in a long time. i keep saying “oh yeahh fuckkk it!! i dont care”. do you really think i mean that? did you really think i just STOPPED caring in an hour of time? what is wrong with you? you keep saying its not me, its you. well what the hell is wrong with you? these mixed messages are driving me crazy. i need to the truth. i know you better than this.. just come real. tell me what i did wrong. im not saying i still want to be with you, but i dont have the strength to be your friend either. ill give you your time. when you want to come clean, im here 3
SOOOOO FUCKKKK THE MENNN =] IM ONLY GIVIN A FUCK ABOUT ME, MY FAMiLY AND MY GiRLSS <33 SiNGLEE FOR THE RESTT OF MY liFEEEE (; I DONT GiVE A FuCKKKKK
so i would like to know why everyone has been taking advantage of me? stepping on me, using me for my niceness and not caring about me opening my heart to people to try to help them? you know what..im done. im done trying to impress people all the time and trying to be the “better person”. they say nice guys dont finish last, they just have to wait a little longer. well how much fucking longer do i have to wait?! seriously, if someones sick i make sure i text them or give them a call to see if they are feeling alright. god forbid someone wants to pay attention to me for once… im the farthest thing from an attention whore, dont get me wrong…but did you ever have one of those days where you just feel forgotten? like, where no one realizes you exist? your just an empty spirit roaming around the earth with no one to turn to, not even your own family will listen to you. even my own boyfriend has been neglecting me lately and he’s the LAST person that i want to do that to me. maybe i should just stop being so nice. maybe i should change the way i am and forget about my old ways. hey, a new year, a new me right? forget it..people wont even noticed if i changed or not because no one fucking cares! i guess they were right, no one in this world gives a fuck about you. you come in alone and you die alone.
